slrangelrinoa

I'm tired of saying what I want and you not being able to give that too me. I don't want to give up saying what I want with that feeling of you now being able to give it to me. ::sigh:: Something is telling me to give up nagging, but if I do, I'll only repeat the same things, the same fights, the same rants, over and over and over again. I'm tired of getting so sad sometimes =(

Thanx alot buddy. I feel soo lonely, and I can never get the time a day for your attention. If you weren't soo on and off about things, maybe I wouldn't feel this way. The worse thing is, I came back to old habits and took it out on myself. I know how much you hate it, but you obviously weren't there to do something. Tomorrow is 6 months, and I don't want to see you. You hurt me too much, and probably never even think about how I feel.